My life grows sevenfold and eightfold
But the truth is kept,
For not a single love does it bear

Even if I can make smiles bloom brilliantly
To bear so much hate,
Is beyond my ability

Music of the day :
Taku Iwasaki - One to One

Sound of the crow coming down
I feel myself being a clown
Entertaining people with my fake
Without any effort in the make

And so everyone begin to fly
Soaring to the deep, vast sky
Only one remains the same
Sitting there enjoying the game
Of my life, boring and lame

Words by words going through my line
Song by song filling up my mind
Moving to the emptiness of my soul
Smiling and crying for me
Me and only me

I saw someone with no face nor name
Looking at me in my cold freezing rain
Saying something I can't understand
The wounds are healing and I can go to the end

Will you save me from this place
Showing me the light of my maze
Rushing with the speed of none
Being there for me in my comfort zone

You're somehow different in my life like lake
I hope you can see through my fake
Giving me hope to start a new

I will believe in you
Forever and ever
Leaving my reflections behind


Music of the day :
Module - Twilight Stolen

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment..
To be held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I can't be what you want me to be

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can befriend me
You can also throw me away

And how can I learn what's never shown?
Yeah, I stand here on my own
 I don't know myself
Cause I'm not here

And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same

And you see the things I never see
All you wanted you could be
This feeling, this hurt, this life isn't neat
Though you can't imagine one bit

Still I want you to tell me who I am
Can you help me be human?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

They can't tell me who to be
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleeping while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe

I hope I can meet you someday
Be beside you everyday
Through the hardship and the pain
While you color my life with your paint



In this post, I took a LOT of words from the lyric of this soundtrack music : Goo Goo Dolls - I'm still here. Their lyrics are quite different from what I wrote of course, I changed a few and added some too. If you want to listen to it, feel free. Great movie from Disney by the way.

Guilt flows beneath all lies
Gathering and packing everything in every size

The dark color resembles actions of the past
While the white for the present
 
Those guilt we all have within ourselves
Corrupting our bones and flesh

As we all think of something in this life
Those thoughts become actions
Actions which we all can predict by directions
Knowing anything can be done in just one step
Then another..another and finally over the gap
And reach that light we all hope for

But I guess I'm not one of them
I can't predict my steps like them
Ever since that day begun
My hopes are all gone to the run 
Leaving me cold and dead
Never comes back and never will

It became my nightmare
And eventually became me

I am not human
Cause human can gain people trust, can enjoy living, can live with other people
I hurt people
I hated them for doing wrong and ignoring other pains
I betrayed them for something stupid

I don't know why I'm like this
Maybe this is all just my fate
Or only my own delusional?
Either way, this life will end and things won't ever change
For who I am, and what I do

Music of the day :
Taku Iwasaki - Hate and Regret