Guilt flows beneath all lies
Gathering and packing everything in every size

The dark color resembles actions of the past
While the white for the present
 
Those guilt we all have within ourselves
Corrupting our bones and flesh

As we all think of something in this life
Those thoughts become actions
Actions which we all can predict by directions
Knowing anything can be done in just one step
Then another..another and finally over the gap
And reach that light we all hope for

But I guess I'm not one of them
I can't predict my steps like them
Ever since that day begun
My hopes are all gone to the run 
Leaving me cold and dead
Never comes back and never will

It became my nightmare
And eventually became me

I am not human
Cause human can gain people trust, can enjoy living, can live with other people
I hurt people
I hated them for doing wrong and ignoring other pains
I betrayed them for something stupid

I don't know why I'm like this
Maybe this is all just my fate
Or only my own delusional?
Either way, this life will end and things won't ever change
For who I am, and what I do

Music of the day :
Taku Iwasaki - Hate and Regret